Ugh... Valentines Day , a day about love whose initials are V.D. .. Ive always been VERY mistrustful..
A day to make people feel inadequate and worthless who cant or wont make this love and marriage glockenschpiel work out for them, coupled with a big cash grab for the rest of the sheep who are made to feel they MUST participate in a holiday that results in an impish little angel shooting a poison arrow into ones heart all the while consuming fattening American chocolate which is mostly sugar and wax, and buying roses & greeting cards @ a 300% markup & spending 3 x time the normal amount on dinner out .
HOW loving ..
As for me, my husband died 16 yrs ago and I cant for the life of me find anyone to even begin to fill his shoes. Ive tried, but its never quite the same..
I miss him so much , even though I can feel his presence around me . Sadly, I lost all our pictures of Xavier and I together in one of my 29 moves in the last 25 yrs of being out on my own . Thankfully my buddy Robbie Coddington archived all of my gay dad Dick Richards movies, one of which "Police Lady 2 " directed by Wayne Hollowell and starring downtown NYC legend LaHoma Van Zandt , features my dear Xavier Mendoza, as Terry, the brother of Police Lady Pepper Anderson.
I dedicate this post to you Xavier, maybe if you were here it would be easier for me to deal with .
I am going to give you the biggest hug and kiss when I see you again ..
Meanwhile, the rest of you .. Im out of my mind.. feel free to leave a message..
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Hi Ya Kiddies , Im so glad I joined the 21st Century and got my blog up and running , my God how can I remain the inimitably quotable DJ Tennessee without it, this blog is also created as an outlet for my bi polar crazy rants , its either this or armed robbery, maybe " IN THIS ECONOMY" as MK sez , I might just do both